Am I Insane?

20 Jan 2015


Clinically Insane.  The definition of insane is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results each time.  By this definition, I am clinically insane.  Want to know why?  Because I keep trying to eat, sometimes it is just small bites here and there, and other times I eat more than I know I should.

Same Result Every Time.  No matter how much or what I eat, I either feel terrible or throw it back up.  So why in the world do I continue to try to eat?  I honestly don’t know and it is making me feel crazy!  Maybe it is wishful thinking or maybe I am slightly insane, but it is not good for me both psychologically or physically.

Not much left to say.  Truth be told, I don’t have much else to say about this.  I know I shouldn’t and yet I keep doing it and have the same results every time.  So yup, I feel crazy and I hate it.  Just letting you see some of the crack I have in my not so normal life.


Sarah Brocker

Hi my name is Sarah Brocker and I have Crohn's Disease. I've got 8 scars and am missing two feet of intestines and my life isn't normal, but whose life is normal? I want to use my experiences to help you, even if it means sharing embarrassing experiences. I am also looking to break the stigmas associated with IBD in order to make living with IBD just a little bit easier. All I want to do is help, so please, let ME help YOU!

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