New and scared
Posted: Sun Oct 14, 2012 10:22 pm
I had childhood asthma. I was "over it" in my teens and most of my adult life. Well, I just got diagnosed with it again yesterday. I'm scared, mad, panicky, confused, and not ready to give up pursueing a life I love to live. I love to workout, and workout hard.
I like to be busy and I usually follow a very healthy lifestyle, but here lately it has all fallen to s***. I have been sick for about the last month, and my eating is way off. I can control my eating, and making efforts to do so, but what is really killing me is not being able (or even feel like) to workout, I need a good heart pounding sweat dripping workout! I am so sick, of being told to rest and take it easy. I am 52 years old, but not "old". Sorry. Just needed to vent. I really feel like bawling. Plus I don't like to be on meds and I am now!
I like to be busy and I usually follow a very healthy lifestyle, but here lately it has all fallen to s***. I have been sick for about the last month, and my eating is way off. I can control my eating, and making efforts to do so, but what is really killing me is not being able (or even feel like) to workout, I need a good heart pounding sweat dripping workout! I am so sick, of being told to rest and take it easy. I am 52 years old, but not "old". Sorry. Just needed to vent. I really feel like bawling. Plus I don't like to be on meds and I am now!